Sunday, December 28, 2008

the letters

si-de-trackkkkk.
these last couple days i have wanted to yell to people, I have wanted to shake their head, to kick them, to hug them..
why do people act the way they do?
they love you
and then they mistreat you. 

this christmas I found what I needed most.
i needed my family. the love that doesnt change because of a bad day, because were in a fight with our boyfriends, because we got into a fight with our parents, --its unconditional.
so at 3am last night I wrote letters to them. some of them Im going to send, some of them I never will. but just to say I love you--even if you have hurt me or even if you never have. Im not sure why I did this at 3am buttt I was FULL. full of things i needed to say -it was crucial. you know what I mean by crucial?


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